Quite simple, when I was 15 I've read about the PlayStation 3 because I wondered how people were able to mod around in Grand Theft Auto Online and freezing my console. Aside stuff like return-oriented programming exploits, I came across the operating system of the PS3, named CellOS. At that point I digged deeper into Unix, BSD specifically, finding myself in the great unix wars.
Of course, I knew Linux before. CentOS and RHEL were sold as options aside Windows Server 2008 R2 for game servers on PC. However, I never liked Linux. First off, the name "Linux" did not touch me. Secondly, Google often referenced forum posts about Linux and the users there were overly toxic, arrogant and highly convinced about their point of view. This extreme open source ideology hurts even me from an consumers perspective who actually pays for Software. Last but not least, I don't like Linus Torvalds.
BSD on the other hand is mostly if not always, purely educational and highly passionate about implementing features and the way FreeBSD advances is amazing. I am not a developer, just a simple consumer that uses 75% Windows for e.g. gaming, office stuff and so on. However, sometimes I buy a server to set up FreeBSD and it runs so perfect, no issues with ZFS. I gotta admit, I once tried to replace Windows with FreeBSD using XFCE, KDE, Gnome and MATE but these desktop environments did not offer me that beautiful, smooth and qualitative feeling Windows gives me from a simple mans perspective. I tried getting Steam to work with wine and proton, no success. I tried different "user-friendly" BSDs and same happened, was not that rich for me so i returned to Windows.
Still, this is not a bad sign. To me it means that FreeBSD is a workstation for heavy load and not intended for daily use as Desktop Environment. Its very useful for data storage, web serving, heavy-load processing and thats what I love about FreeBSD... It's like a Truck with the horse power of a ship engine and I assume we all agree almost nobody would go daily shopping with such a machine. It's very fun and feels amazing operating it from an console, can't say the same about Linux for example! I also like that there is no sudo on FreeBSD, who needs that? Honestly... Responsability awareness + FreeBSD = Sysmasteradmin. Hands down, the FreeBSD handbook is probably the 2nd best piece of literature after the bible... That book helped me alot and lead me always the right way! Whats saddening whatsoever is the "cuck" references to BSD, in my opinion these are 2 different topics about the commerical usability of FreeBSD and its roots. Don't understand me wrong, I highly appreciate the FreeBSD developers, but its of purely educational interest and as you can see, enormous power results from such passion! Such things aid the overall advancement of technology in the global context and its not like the FreeBSD project has no donations. Companies and people donate to the project, so that they can also profit from it. Its a mutual cycle most GPL people don't understand and you can't guide them to understand this, its like trying to explain the people who believe the earth is flat that the earth is indeed round.
At the end I feel home in Windows, but with FreeBSD around I feel like I got an extremely patient, helpful and backboned brother around me on who I can count on when I need a server.