Did you ever start over again, from scratch, like I advised you in a different thread, after/while reading and implementing the proper Handbook chapters, manuals, and acting like Linux didn't exist, instead of trying to treat FreeBSD as a regular Linux distro? It really isn't, and trying to make it act like it is will destroy it.
I saw you had some, let's say '
experimental' (or rather uninformed and/or downright erroneous), targets for
make commands that appeared to suggest that you were, to loosely paraphrase Roberta Flack, 'killing things softly with your hands'. I also saw that you hadn't read documentation that you really should have read before you started (like
/usr/src/Makefile, Handbook chapters, manuals, etc.), even when it was offered to you on a plate. Yet you were jumping in at the deep end whenever you could, followed by yet another new thread with yet another unique problem ...
Personally, reading the 60 (!) problem-riddled threads you started in less than four weeks, I think you've experimented yourself into an inescapable downward spiral of gone-slightly-wrong compilations using slightly-unadvisable-but-not-totally-destructive flags, variables and settings piled on top of each other, that are now chasing each other's tails incessantly. Kernel panics in (swapper) with old
and new kernels alike? That's quite unique to me!
The fact that you're obviously not a total open source newbie is clearly not helping here: you're taking shortcuts and using knowledge of a different field that isn't entirely applicable to FreeBSD to dig yourself out of this hole, instead of following the proper documentation procedures from the start. One can have too much routine in one area to succeed in a different area. Like a reasonably good swimmer trying to swim out of quicksand, and sinking deeper and deeper in the process.
When error messages start becoming totally unique, with apparent fixes leading to yet more unique problems .. well, you fill in the rest. That rest would likely contain: "maybe not really FreeBSD's fault". If FreeBSD was
that atrocious and unusable, these forums would look quite different.. So I tend to look between chair and keyboard when things go this badly and consistently wrong.
I won't keep on making public speeches like this, but the fact that this is now the second one in a short time should give you some food for thought

I don't know if I'm ready for the next sixty threads..
P.S.: kudos on this part of your profile:
Biography
breaking everything what I touch